30 MINUTES more and i'll be 15 already=DWhee! Anyway, training was quite fun today. Quite slack for me too=p Oh yea, and i am starting to be able to hit balls to the outfield already. Even though i was still scooping a little, but hitting to the outfield is much better than hitting in the infield only! So after training the first thing i did was to run to the vending machine to buy coke! It took me 15 minutes to get the coke up! With joyce's and elaine's help, cos they did try to kick the machine and off/on the machine=D After training, went to curry wok to eat again with wendy, liyan and reg.
When i got home, i saw my sister playing with her hamster. She just got her hamster two days ago. So she was like possessed by the hamster spirit i thought for she was sitting down looking at the hamster for like don't-know-how-long! Well, just now when i went to look at the hamster, i noticed it was indeed cute. Now i'm in love with the hamster too already=p
I wish that one day it is u
~yoz~bert~yoz~
8:37 AM
Whee! I did much better than i had expected myself to do because i had really been very slacked for term 3 and 4! I got more As than i had expected myself to get=D All right, just say my expectations are very low this time round! Well, i am not directing what i am going to blog below at anyone. I know this will stir up the emotions and fury of some, however this is a blog and i think its only right for me to blog what i feel.
Bleagh, so much happened in this ass week! Like most people are turned into .., oh well maybe including me:/ Put it this way, yea i understand how important marks can get. I was like this or used to be like this until i turned so slack! I understand how much a mark can matter, where just a difference of a mark can push you to the next grade or make you pass the paper from a fail. However, the problem comes in when the two sets of marks, 76 or 77, no longer make a difference! OF COURSE, if the mark is not given when its justified like marking errors, i think its only right to ask for the mark. However when a mark is given with justification and when the one mark doesn't really make a huge difference already, i don't see any use of upsetting relationships when fighting for that 1 pathetic mark.
Secondly, you reap what you sow! Perhaps sometime you really studied hard but you didn't manage to reach your goal. This is of course frustrating! And then instead of accepting it and learn to study smarter next time, the time bomb is detonated and the emotions are all let out. But yea, maybe one time bomb is ok, then slowly it spreads to more and more! And if you know how frustrating it will bring to the others beside you? Not that people are irritated but just that it stirs up the emotion to make them feel sad too and feel guilty too! LIKE for example people who did much worse than you. YEA, YOU CAN SAY COS THAT PERSON DIDN'T STUDY AS HARD AS YOU AND IT ISN'T FAIR OR GOOD THAT YOU ALL GOT THE SAME MARKS! BUT if you had really studied hard and SMART, i don't see why you can't get the marks you wanted to. Everyone just has themselves to blame! Bahh, maybe if you fail badly or did much worse than your previous time, this still can be justified! BUT when this happens because you are ONE MARK SHORT to the next grade like A+, it is more like a pain in the ass. Furthermore, isn't it an irony that people who console people and tell them to cheer up tend to burst their bomb-bags too? :/
THIRDLY and also the most important! Grades may be important, i mean it is really important! BUT the grades reflect how much you have work and how smart you have studied! When i mean studying smart i mean like you know what to study. Sometimes some might study for long hours such as 10 hours a day and still couldn't meet a good grade, it means they are not studying smart alr, isn't it? So sometimes you have no one to blame but yourselves and this should be learnt as a lesson!
I don't really criticise letting out the emotions sometimes. Once and twice are ok especially for girls since they are weaker creatures. NO OFFENCE to girls but this is true for the general isn't it? However, if this happens everytime and maybe sometimes just for 1 pathetic, lousy, shitty, useless, doesn't-make-much-difference MARK>>.<< I DON'T see the point!! Goals are there for you to reach, and when you can't reach them this time round, you have to accept the fact and learn and reflect why you couldn't reach your goal AND try the next time round! LIQUID WON'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE! Words can be let out to let your feel better, but of course too much won't be effective anymore.
By posting this post, it doesn't mean that i say i am doing good and knows how to handle it. No man is perfect and i am one of the lousier of the men population. And i meant no offence to anyone specifically. Just hope to express my reaction.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
4:16 AM
I am so gna miss this date! ITS OVER AND ITS STARTING=D Well, yesterday marked the last paper of this year's EOY aka assessment week. I still don't see the point why its called assessment week when its exactly like EOY just because NJIP doesn't promote exams:/ Well, ytd's papers are 1105 and 1109. Ok, i flunked 1109. In fact somehow i flunked everything that got to do more with maths:/ Oh well, im not going to blog about exams alr! They are such a pain in the ass=D
After the last paper, a few of us went to Jeremy's house to change. The few guys were jem himself, ben, gerrard, and me=D Justin went late because he had some hockey thingy and Ben had training in school. So we stopped by cold storage to get cup noodles. I have to say that some interesting things happened in cold storage or rather the bakery next to it. Lol, GUYS i SWEAR i didn't see clearly! Lol, then there was this magazine section and ernest was like going crazy over it=p Lol, its really fun in cold storage!
In jem's house, we watched this movie while eating our cup noodles. Lol, i wasn't watching because i was reading 'SLAM DUNK'=D Was having a wheel of my time! At around 540, we went to change into our MCW outfits=D Woah! It is the ROXXORS=D Totally 1337! After that in school, we applied eyeliner and we looked freaky=D
Ok, the halo party was a success to me. This is because of the great few pals who were with me. Without them i have to admit that it won't be so fun already. Firstly, we were going around scaring people. XIn and Sarah get scared VERY VERY easily=p Lol, my first big frag is Ms tay=p Hahaha! Ive never seen a teacher got so scared in my life before. Lol, she was at the wrong place at the wrong time. My target was mr yeo initially but she just had to walk past me first=p Sry ms tay, just blame urself=p Jkjk, hahaha! My next two frags were Sun lao shi and another teacher! Lol, they were walking and chatting so happily they didn't realise me and Jem were behind them. Then we jumped out into their pathway and they let out very very loud screams=D Lol, theirs was hard and it took me a lot of effort!
The horror trail and haunted house were a blast too! Lol, especially the horror trail where we went with the three 01 girls. Haha, we were acting as special agents or the SWAT team! And then we managed to jump a few ppl who tried to jumped us! Lol! There was this very interesting one where i Booed this person from the back door and Jem and Justin were booing from the front door. Lol, the girl was like screaming so loudly i can't describe here! Oh yea the haunted house too which we went with the 05 girls and ms tay. Lol, we knew most of the ghosts there alr, not fun=D But then there was this last part when we started posing as SWAT team, so i spotted this person under this table. Lol, so i informed the guys and they used another table to trap the person=D HAHAHA! Oh mann, its just so friggin fun!
After the whole thing, we took lotsa photos and went to KAP to eat. Dang! Macs never tasted any more delicious than that! Ok, so me and gerrard managed to catch perhaps the last 852 and i reached home at 1215! Lol, i was so tired and i woke up at 12 this morning=D To end this off, MCW ROCKS=D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
9:32 PM
There's this feeling in me which drives me to work. I don't know how to express what i am feeling right now and i doubt it can be expressed by words. However, its something good and its something that motivates me and i love it(:
Three days, see how i am going to max them out=D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
5:29 AM
10 more days! Time really flies isn't it? Let's see, i am on this earth for...
Ahh! I cannot find my calculator! Just at this moment when i am trying to find out how long i have survived on this earth! Now now, don't tell me i lost my calculator AGAIN! I already lost 4 calculators this year! JUST in this ONE year! Let's hope i left it in class and it will still be there on monday. Grr
Ok, i am sorry i can't tell you all how long i've been standing on the surface of this earth. Maybe you all can count for me, i was born on the 30/10/1990. Ok, actually all these crap is irrelevant to what i am intending to blog. I want to say exams is in 10 days! And stares at the amount of stuffs on my desk! Gosh! What's worse is the distraction i kept getting from games. Grr, i lack self discipline):
Haha, while i was surfing the net instead of studying as usual, i came across this poem. It's ranked 1st on the site! Woot, and it somehow portrays to what i am experiencing now=p Just that its not so extreme for me. And the second line of the poem is definitely not true for my case! Lol, but otherwise, i think its a funny poem. Manage to make me laugh over it. Which is quite a great achievement because i rarely find poems funny, rather i rarely find any poems that make sense=p Jkjk! The poem's below. And i guess i have to type it out because i don't seem to know how to copy and paste it here:/ Haha, the words in the brackets are comments by me=D Just for fun. And definitely no offense to the author.
"Messy Room" by 'Shel Silverstein'
Whosever room this is should be ashamed! (One should always be proud of what he has)
His underwear is hanging on the lamp. ( Yucks, might as well hang over his head)
His raincoat is there in the overstuffed chair, (Was it thrown?)
And the chair is becoming quite mucky and damp. (Eeks, fungus!)
His workbook is wedged in the window, (I think mine's lost)
His sweater's been thrown on the floor. (What's so special?)
His scarf and one ski are beneath the TV, (TV is feeling cold, that's why)
And his pants have been carelessly hung on the door. (Did a striptease just happened?)
His books are all jammed in the closet, (books can be used as clothes wad--Paper clothes)
His vest has been left in the hall. (I long suspected its a striptease)
A lizard named Ed is asleep on his bed, (An angel's on mine, named wilbert=D Jk)
And his smelly old sock has been stuck to the wall. (to wards off ghost)
Whosever room this is should be ashamed! ( I said before one must be proud-.-)
Donald or Robert or Willie or-- (Or YOURS*the person looking at this now*)
Huh? You say it's mine? Oh, dear, (You gotta be kidding, *looks around now*)
I knew it looked familiar! (Gosh, yea! But hey, NO striptease or anything of that sort happened here!)
~yoz~bert~yoz~
4:21 AM
