Whee! I did much better than i had expected myself to do because i had really been very slacked for term 3 and 4! I got more As than i had expected myself to get=D All right, just say my expectations are very low this time round! Well, i am not directing what i am going to blog below at anyone. I know this will stir up the emotions and fury of some, however this is a blog and i think its only right for me to blog what i feel.
Bleagh, so much happened in this ass week! Like most people are turned into .., oh well maybe including me:/ Put it this way, yea i understand how important marks can get. I was like this or used to be like this until i turned so slack! I understand how much a mark can matter, where just a difference of a mark can push you to the next grade or make you pass the paper from a fail. However, the problem comes in when the two sets of marks, 76 or 77, no longer make a difference! OF COURSE, if the mark is not given when its justified like marking errors, i think its only right to ask for the mark. However when a mark is given with justification and when the one mark doesn't really make a huge difference already, i don't see any use of upsetting relationships when fighting for that 1 pathetic mark.
Secondly, you reap what you sow! Perhaps sometime you really studied hard but you didn't manage to reach your goal. This is of course frustrating! And then instead of accepting it and learn to study smarter next time, the time bomb is detonated and the emotions are all let out. But yea, maybe one time bomb is ok, then slowly it spreads to more and more! And if you know how frustrating it will bring to the others beside you? Not that people are irritated but just that it stirs up the emotion to make them feel sad too and feel guilty too! LIKE for example people who did much worse than you. YEA, YOU CAN SAY COS THAT PERSON DIDN'T STUDY AS HARD AS YOU AND IT ISN'T FAIR OR GOOD THAT YOU ALL GOT THE SAME MARKS! BUT if you had really studied hard and SMART, i don't see why you can't get the marks you wanted to. Everyone just has themselves to blame! Bahh, maybe if you fail badly or did much worse than your previous time, this still can be justified! BUT when this happens because you are ONE MARK SHORT to the next grade like A+, it is more like a pain in the ass. Furthermore, isn't it an irony that people who console people and tell them to cheer up tend to burst their bomb-bags too? :/
THIRDLY and also the most important! Grades may be important, i mean it is really important! BUT the grades reflect how much you have work and how smart you have studied! When i mean studying smart i mean like you know what to study. Sometimes some might study for long hours such as 10 hours a day and still couldn't meet a good grade, it means they are not studying smart alr, isn't it? So sometimes you have no one to blame but yourselves and this should be learnt as a lesson!
I don't really criticise letting out the emotions sometimes. Once and twice are ok especially for girls since they are weaker creatures. NO OFFENCE to girls but this is true for the general isn't it? However, if this happens everytime and maybe sometimes just for 1 pathetic, lousy, shitty, useless, doesn't-make-much-difference MARK>>.<< I DON'T see the point!! Goals are there for you to reach, and when you can't reach them this time round, you have to accept the fact and learn and reflect why you couldn't reach your goal AND try the next time round! LIQUID WON'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE! Words can be let out to let your feel better, but of course too much won't be effective anymore.
By posting this post, it doesn't mean that i say i am doing good and knows how to handle it. No man is perfect and i am one of the lousier of the men population. And i meant no offence to anyone specifically. Just hope to express my reaction.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
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