I am proud of myself XD
That's all i need to know, and to motivate myself.
Haha, and i've to battle with myself in order to get to the next level.
Softball has taught me a lot of things. Actually i don't really know whether if softball has taught me a lot of things or has softball let me lose out on a lot of things. But right now, its the former. Oh well opportunity costs=p
I promise a few teachers. I will do it! Actually more importantly i've promised myself. And i am going to prove it to myself, not to others =D So whatever u think, not my business unless its comments to help me improve myself ;D
Coach is right. I quote his most favourite statement "give them a run for their money"! Lol, i always find this very comical. But oh well, he's right. I won't bow down to subjects so easily. Not anymore =D U wna make me fail, u have to fight hard to make me fail :D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
1:14 AM
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Haha, i just spammed my own post lol! But anyw i hope we can win 4/5 games for nats, then we are confirmed 2nd. Please please please let us win. Please!
~yoz~bert~yoz~
3:58 AM
I have seen the results. "Mess with the mind, mess with yourself."
Anyw now that i have believed that it can be done, its time for me to make use of the power of the mind to work on other stuffs. Next on, study =D
S.S Softball, Studies!
I made another vow here.
(p.s) No updates mean i have nothing that i wna reveal to public. If i have nothing that i wna reveal to public, don't ask for updates. Lol=p Just jokin=p
~yoz~bert~yoz~
7:12 AM
I just decided to delete the whole chunk of words i just wrote. Instead i'll summarise what i wanted to say with this more implicit question. "Do you play because you want to win, or do you win because you want to play?"
I admit i was really immature in terms of my thoughts and behaviour. I realise I had been wrong. I was proved wrong by myself. One year in Nj softball team has really taught me a lot. I had always been wrong about losing and winning, for i forgot passion is most important. Wins come with passion. Defeats manifests without passion.
The mind is really a powerful object. I had always believed in this adage, but i never ever told myself how i should make use of what i understand. I keep telling people the mind is a powerful tool, i keep making statements that the mind is a powerful weapon, however i never once utilise what i preach about. I had never make use of my mind to make me do right things and to improve myself. Instead, i use my mind to console myself that everything is alright when i should use my mind to tell me that i have to change.
I realise, i am enlightened, i swear i will do it. Nobody believes, i didn't believe either. People chuck the statement aside, hence I laugh it off. Everybody thinks its impossible, therefore i think its impossible too. I was always a STUPID person. This time round, i cross examine myself again. I am not going to care how people think and what people think. I am going to work on what i think is right and what i think i can do. Believe to see instead of seeing to believe.
I made a vow. Here.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
1:39 AM
At least i did it this time.
Bahh, ass week is next week.
My last day of amazing slacking.
Softball is getting fun again.
Hah, i like it.
Life rocks when u think it rocks =D
And im getting super talkative!
Oh no, i need to talk more!
I just updated, miraculously.
Bye, im going to sleep early tonight =D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
5:38 AM
