Emotions are brimming, heaven is pouring. Will I make it through the rain?

To everyone out there who's trying to persuade me to stay as who i am, doing what i did, give up. Kudos to you all who tried, i know you all meant it for my own good. However i assure you that the path i am going to choose is what i believe is for my own good. Sometimes you don't expect that there's something better out there, yet there is if you had taken a step out to attempt to find out about it.

Yeap this is supposed to be implicit until the day i finally announce my decision. Charmil (Sorry i don't know how to spell your name) was right in saying there's this stinging feeling at your arms. That is what i am experiencing too. Afterall i've done that action for thousands of times. Perhaps weeks ago i still wouldn't be so sure, but i am very sure i wouldn't want to change my decision now. The longer i stay with them, the better i feel as compared to the other group. There's this chinese idiom called 'ai wu ji wu', i am sorry no matter how i like 'it', i wouldn't want to be with it anymore.

Yayy! I am going to jakarta on the 10th. Well but there's always both sides to a coin. I will enjoy myself with the freedom to shop as much as i want i guess. Yet again i am going to miss all my friends, and yea i can't sms and talk already): Gaga perhaps this is a cold turkey treatment to prevent me from exceeding my sms count again. Eeks!

~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:33 AM

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