Hey im gonna be a bit blunt in this post. First off let me start off by confessing that i think everyone has a bitchy side inside him/her. Ah i dno what is the word i can use to describe guys who act like bitches. Haha! Oh well if you are mad at me for saying this, please take a few seconds and reflect. It is the truth isn't it.
Anyw frig friday sucks. It wasn't friday the 13th, however it was worse than friday the 13th. I spent so much more time on studying for the maths test, 25% and i did so badly. Gosh ARGH! I really don't like this mann. That's not the worst part. I was so mad during PE that i went into frenzy mode and well i became so not aware of my surrounding. U noe like a mad and drunk man who will bound to get into accidents. Indeed i did, i jumped into the air to try to intercept a ball and tripped in the air and fell and SPRAINED MY FRIGGIN ANKLE. Well i don't know whether it was my weight or not but it was such a bad sprain i couldn't even walk back. Had to hop.
Haha up till this point, i think i should really thank all those who helped me. Be it just staying there or helping me to the bench or helping me home. First off, thank you jia fang and her mom who gave me a lift home. Ben and Rayshio for helping me out to school. Reg for insisting on carrying my adidas bag. Haha fortunately i carried half the stuff i bring to school normally. Thank you Xiao ying for accompanying me home, well you got a lift to my house there too=p And many others lar. Oh let me end off with this, Everyone no matter how bitchy you can be at times, i believe everyone has a kind side in them too (: This is what will keep mankind alive on this earth XD
~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:37 AM
I suddenly had this random thought of the purpose of our lives. So what exactly do humans live on for? Many people continue to work so hard so that they will have a better future. This is no doubt true. However i seriously think there's something missing. There must be a greater purpose in this world that we are born for. If we work so hard just for a better future, when we die, what we have worked hard for will all go down the drain. However some may say we have left a better foundation for the next generation and so on and so forth, to some extent this is true. Yet this will just go on and on and there will never be a real, specific 'goal'!
Anyw since i am on the topic of the purpose of our lives, let me question you, what exactly is the main purpose of your life. If it is the stereotype answer like 'Oh so that i will have a good job, good life, money, etc...', I think you should start reflecting again. You are just making yourself miserable if that's the purpose of your life. That is because you are living just for the sake of living. I don't exactly know what is the purpose of human's life. However i think everyone has different purposes. Some might want to live on and work hard because they deem the present world as a lousy place and they sought to change the world. Some might continue to strive hard because of a dark past which fuel them. Well i used to think that i should work very hard now so that i can have a good life. I am not totally against that idea. However i think perhaps i have always been wrong. I should pursue an interest in my life that will make my life be fruitful. Afterall riches and status won't follow you to your deathbed. Geez my one cent worth of thought.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
3:47 AM
Look outside your window right now, and you will see cars on the streets. Look up into the sky now and you might be able to spot a plane. Look around your house and you can definitely see high-tech equipments and all the electricity appliances. Yes, few hundred years ago, all these sights are nothing but imaginations and illusions. Today, it is the reality.
Many of us applaud the many scientists who have sacrificed a lot of time to invent all these items. These inventions have brought us a lot of conveniences and save us a lot of time. No doubt, they are inventions which have benefited our lives.
Look outside your window right now. Look up into the sky right now. Look around your house right now. What you probably won't notice is all the bacteria and molecules at a molecular level. A few hundreds or thousands years ago, these molecules and bacteria are nthing but imaginations and illusions. Today, they are reality.
We applaud the inventors for coming up with the microscope. It allows us to identify bacterias and viruses causing strange diseases. We applaud inventors for coming up with the modern vehicles, electrical appliances, and other high-tech equipments and items.
Perhaps we should applaud the discovery of all the nuclear power and explosives that are discussed under chemistry at the molecular level! Perhaps we should applaud the car companies for coming up with more sleek designs of cars that consume a lot of oil, etc. Yes, perhaps we should applaud all these inventions that are making the world degenerate now.
I seriously can sense that this Earth is really going to self-destruct soon. All the above-mentioned inventions are actually contributing to the degeneration of mankind and mankind's dwelling, the earth. The inventions have played an important part in the shaping of today's humans' characters and behaviours, which are really getting from bad to worse. The invention of vehicles and explosives are being used by countries to threaten each other and to protect itself. The inventions are no longer as helpful as they were when they were invented. Frankly speaking, i think the inventions, mankind's friends, are becoming the weapon of the mankind's enemy against mankind.
I foresee, that there will never be a 'war of the worlds'. For our world will be fighting a war against itself, and it will think it will triumph of course. However when our world realised that it has actually lost, all will be too late already.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:22 AM
