HCL Os is finally over! And i am finally 16! This birthday is really one of my best ever. Let me thank a couple of people first.
Thanks to my parents for giving me the support and for the BIG ang pow! Haha more of the support they gave me during ass week and today's big O!
Thanks to my sister who gave me a dog tag! Surprise surprise :O
Thanks to my 'brothers' who accompanied me after O today and of course the constant support they gave me.
Thanks to ZHI RONG and uh hum=p, for giving me that big soft toy which i carried around the whole day even at Vivo city.
Thanks to all those who spammed my inbox, my classmates, schoolmates and even those from other schools(:
Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday(;
Thanks to all of you!
Haha i am really beat alr. Went to watch deathnote, and yea it's really good. I wna be as smart as L or Light. Just smart and not any of their other traits. Yawns, im blogging until here only, shall go chat or maybe go maple. Tata! :D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
5:08 AM
Sigh. Very very very stressed.
7 more days to birthday but most importantly 7 more days to Os.
I realised I really can't do shit for chinese. I'm a failure in prelims. I'm really scared now.
Everything is not going smoothly. Everything is crumbling down.
Sigh. Very very very stressed.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:14 AM
We take photos whenever we want to remember the happy moments. Time flies and we will soon forget those happy moments we spent together, we might even forget the existence of that particular scene a few years down the road. Taking photos help us to store our memories inside those photos. For example during a wedding, couples take photos to remember their happy moments, children take photos during their birthday when they are young to remember their childhood. Likewise, we take photos now to retain those wonderful memories we had together.
While we are cleaning up our classrooms today, i felt as though all the wonderful memories are being washed away at the same time. Thanks goodness Elaine had with her a camera, and those wonderful memories of 03 are kept inside those films. Unfortunately, my table cannot follow me up to ip3. Weird but no doubt interesting, the table contains a lot of my memories, including those drawings and the stickers. And sadly enough, the camera couldn't capture my drawings.
We really had great times together. I know i will really miss those great times. Even though there were bad times too, but those bad memories help us to even cherish each other more and even help to forge stronger bonds for some.
I am really glad that these two years have not been wasted because i have managed to get real friends whom i can relate to. It is a pity that i have just found them recently and now we are going to be seperated already. However I know that the ups and downs we had together will always stay in my memories.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
3:43 AM
i swear that i really didn't expect to do this well for Ma2105. In fact it was totally beyond my expectations. Previously, when i said that i am going to do badly, that's definitely how i felt at that time. I am not faking it and seriously i do hate those people who know that they can do well and yet they still act as if they don't do well. Ok perhaps those who are really extreme and i try my best not to be one of them sub conciously or conciously. I have said my piece but its up to you all to believe it or not. P and C was really one of my worst fears and especially since the rumours that 75% of the level failed have been spreading around. Oh well, with all these said, i am really quite glad with my grade (: Phew!
And now to edit the grades which i posted on my previous post. Phew assessment week is finally over. Now comes O level Higher chinese(: Oh yea i wna thanks my group of 'brothers' too! Especially Simin for volunteering to help me with my chinese next week! Xie xie ni!
Higher Chinese- C+
Ma2105- A
~yoz~bert~yoz~
11:23 PM
Personally, i feel quite satisfied with my results this semester. They are not extremely good as compared to most of my other peers, especially my classmates who gets A+ and more A+. However i am still glad that i have met the goals and expectations i set for myself this semester. A pity that i couldn't manage to get an A+ though, but it was quite close for a few subjects. In fact what i am most pleased is that i have managed to improve from an average of C grade student to A. Hoho. I have to thank many people for the motivation, the encouragement, and of course the positive competition. We will recieve two last papers for tmr. I know my chemistry grades already though, hence it's left with P&C's. Rumours have that 75% of the level failed the paper, and i don't really have high hopes for the paper because that was the paper which i didn't really put in effort for on that last day. Since i believe in 'you reap what you sow'. If i didn't really put in much effort for it, how could i be expecting a good grade for it. Anyw these are the results which i have gotten back already. I really appreciate all the teachers help and haha i can't leave out my classmates too. Michelle, i am starting to bloom ok, at least academically (: Hey Wendy, the A i promised you i will get for maths long long ago, and now i get A for Ma2104! Kai sheng for disturbing you almost 24/7 during chem when we were sitting together. Ahaha and to all the pro people such as Reg, Kenneth, Jason, etc for stressing me out and hence motivating me to set higher expectations. Other than my classmates, to some of my other friends too such as super hardworking Zhuo er for the constant encouragement. And many others(: Thank you all!
Mi2101- A (Phew, the paper was a surprise and thanks Mrs tan for teaching us)
Ma2104- A (I really have to thank Mr Eng for the encouragement and all the time he spent on consultations with him.)
La2102- B+ (My english is really bad and to get a B+ is certainly something good. Thanks Miss Wong for all the advice she has given me on improving my language.)
Ih2104- A (Aye i didn't do too well for the in-class essay but thanks Ms Oon for all your help and entertainment)
Is2107- A (Yay i am really glad i manage to get an A and didn't disappoint myself because i really love you bio and thanks Mrs Fong too!)
Is 2105- A (Woot my worst fear, a U to A. Haha Thanks Ms Ong for all the time you spent on us on consultation just before assessment week)
Is 2106- B+ (Thanks lots elizabeth my peer tutor, and of course Ms Yeo whom i kept bombarding simple and basic questions to. Anyw i am really glad i don't need to take selection test)
Higher Chinese- C! (Ew ew C for chinese, but thanks Wen lao shi for your time and effort too. I will try harder for my O which is in less than 2 weeks! Ahh)
Ma2105- ? ( Well whatever the score is, thank you Mr Tan and haha seriously i just hope i can pass, we shall see tomorrow)
~yoz~bert~yoz~
1:23 AM
In just a few more days, and we would be graduating from Ip2. To me, IP3 is going to be a totally different life from IP2 albeit i would still be studying in the same school. 05IP03 is not going to study in a class anymore and we would only meet during civics. Yes, i predict that it's going to be heart-wrenching during the chalet stay when we see each other again.
As i was reflecting yesterday night, it hit my conscience because earlier on i was in fact bitching about some ppl in my class. Yes guys do bitch. Afterall it's part and parcel of life for you to meet people whom you really can't connect with. Ideas clash and soon you start to hate that person to the core. Sigh, it's hard for me to suddenly treat that person as a normal friend. It's hard. However why am i so narrow-minded? Even at this juncture, when we are going to seperate soon. Sigh, right now i really feel guilty.
Anyw as i was saying 05ip03 is sort of going to be split up since we all have different subject combinations. Needless to say it, i am going to miss it. I know i will so i shouldn't try to deny it already. In fact one thing i used to hate being in 03 is the clash of attitudes. Yea i am really a big fat slacker, and i really detest the competitive atmosphere. However perhaps that had changed me for the better, that was what motivated me to want to improve to catch up with my class. At least for the short period of time recently. 05Ip03 has in fact been branded the 'mugger class'. Oh to all who say this, i really disagree with you all. Yes there are in fact extreme muggers, but that is inevitable for every single classes in NJC. C'mon it's NJC. 05IP03 is probably a little more quiet during lessons, a little more attentive and a little less lazy in taking down notes. Not to mention that it has a little lesser extreme slackers like me. Yeap but as a slacker, i have a confession to make here. I respect the muggers in my class. They are what motivate me. In fact if not for them, i don't know what state i am going to be in right now. Perhaps a person with a level 100 maple character and a gpa of lesser than 2. However it is them that prevent me from becoming that state. Thank you 05Ip03. I am going to miss all the good times i had with you all.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
2:21 AM
Gosh i wna clear this up. Anyw my past few posts meant, i tot the papers were easy when i was doing them! BUT AFTER THE TESTS, i think im gna flunk cos all my answers or most were wrong. SO SO I'VE FLUNK THE PAPERS!
Anyw post exam activities are good. And i mean external post exam activities like going bowling etc and GOING SAKAE. Haha 6 of use finished 80+ plates at the buffet. Anyw don't feel like blogging. So that's it for today. SIgh cos i flunk my papers especially probability. Sigh i don't want next week to come. Ahh.
Anyw open day was fun;D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
9:37 AM
Freak. Since 11 i have been tossing and turning on my bed. I just can't sleep. Freak how how how!? Tmr got maths paper! Ahh now is 1 alr. Ok i think i better go try to sleep again. This is darn random haha.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
10:11 AM
Wth i don't want to comment on my papers anymore. As usual i realised so many noob mistakes after papers. Anyw ONE MORE PAPER TO GO! Woot. Well but after which i have O lvl Hcl on 30th oct :/ My bdae too ;D I have a wish and i'm not going to tell you all because if i say out it won't come true anymore ;D Zz PnC, the worst of the the worst.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
10:57 PM
Yay four papers over. So i had chem and bio papers today. Well similarly i had quite high confidence after i finished. However, at the last minute, i realised i had careless here and there and all have got to do with trivial subtractions errors. For example, 12S - 8S = 2S! Geez, which led to the subsequent parts wrong too. Though i do hope i can get a few marks from that question. And haha of course i wish i can get at least B or hopefull As for the papers. Hope hope hope :D Physics tmr and follow by Amaths on thursday then ill go partaye! Yayy. Tata.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
11:42 PM
Finally, the first two papers down. Maths was ok i guess. In fact i thought it was easy while doing the test, and duh i was quite glad. However after comparing answers with my friends after the test, my day got worse. Lol quite a few mistakes here and there already. Minus around 10 marks alr. But still hope i can get A for this paper.
I was darn dumb during LA :// Before the test i went to play chess with Daniel, thinking that everything should be ok since i've already copied my outline into my Crucible book. Then when i went into the hall, i heard Miss Wong saying that they will check the book. And i quickly went to erase everything. EVERYTHING. Great i was doing the essay quite impromptuly. Sigh shldn't have erased since they didn't really check at all. Bleh.
Alright, chem and bio tmr. Tata.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
12:45 AM
Great! Please sense the sarcasm. I've been sleeping at before 11pm and waking up at after 8am for the past few days. For the past 5 hours, I've been watching TV, which is the only reason that allow me to survive past 11pm today. AND i've only one last day for my preparation. I haven't touched MA2104 at all. So if you think you are the first and only one doomed, don't worry, you are not the worst. For i am. Oh yea, on a lighter note, i'm going to sleep now and hopefully wake up at 7 tmr.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
8:20 AM
I survived being a mugger for a few days! Whee at least i am able to say i have tried. Well i had enough of those few days. As much as i do respect those muggers for having the discipline to a certain extent, but it's just not me. From today onwards, no more mugging until some crazy wave strike me again ;D
Alright i'll go back to my old lifestyle. I am going to play more but at the same time study slightly more than i used to be. Haha mugger life does give you good grades etc, but at the same time it screw up my health like shyt. Everyday i get headaches and always get so stressed and worked up when i can't concentrate.
I am just not meant to be a mugger. However i am proud to say, i am Wilbert ;D
~yoz~bert~yoz~
7:06 AM
