Geez i'm obsessed with the song i added onto my blog. Not very sure of the title or the artist. If anyone happens to know, please tell me so i can search for the lyrics (:
~yoz~bert~yoz~
1:24 AM
The homework pile is burying me alive. I didn't do work for only 3 days and the workload has piled up to so much. Tsk.
Sigh. Perhaps it was never meant to be :(
~yoz~bert~yoz~
12:12 AM
I hate it. Get away from me. :(
~yoz~bert~yoz~
2:50 AM
Argh, it has been only the first week and already i felt as if i am already being buried under the incessant amount of homework, coupled with a few other factors such as training. Frankly, i have put in so much more effort and time into doing my homework, but my homework load still seems to remain the same as last year when i hardly do my work. Clearly it shows that the school has imcreased the amount of workload for J1s by a lot as compared to Ip1/2.
Speaking of j1s, i was really shocked by how hardworking most of them are. The moment i first stepped into the school library this year, i was gobsmacked by the number of them doing work in the library. So many of them that i could hardly find a seat for myself. For the first time, the library was 'painted' by a mixture of vibrant colours, not just grey, but a lot of blues, whites, etc. In case you don't understand what i am referring to, it is the colours of the uniforms of those new j1s.
Haiz, that further motivates me to study hard in order to catch up with the new batch of J1s. I could still clearly remember the period of time when i sunk into a palpable mood of pessimism. I was assailed by pangs of guilt and regrets because i didn't put in enough effort in my academics. Fortunately, things are looking better now and i am glad that i recognise how important studies and grades are before it was too late. Yay.
To end this post, i shall present a cheer for all of you who read my blog. M is for mugger. M-u-double g-e-r. M is for mugger. M-u-double g-e-r. So ppl ppl shout it out. Mugger mugger. Mugger mugger...Oops can't remember the rest of the cheer. Haha. Tata!
~yoz~bert~yoz~
4:58 AM
Orientation hasn't been up to my expectation. Nonetheless, i am trying to keep a positive mindset and try to enjoy it as much as i could. Hopefully next week's sessions would really be as good as what the Ogls promised.
School has started and the new term welcomed me with a roughly 3 cm cut on my face. It isn't a deep cut but still i really hope the scar will go away soon. Otherwise i would have another nickname for myself, Willy Potter.
However what i fear most currently is not regarding the scar, rather my future. If only i could travel back to the past, I promise I would have told myself to study hard and to have a more positive attitude towards my academics. It was really foolish and naive of me to think that everything would be alright if i start working hard in Ip3. Now I have to enjoy my just desserts for being nonchalant towards studies in the past. To sit in the talks regarding scholarships and hearing the speaker giving a speech on the criterias, knowing that i don't even stand a chance with my past 2 years' gpas. There's a saying that say 'better late than never', something i use to console myself with. As to whether it is true, i do not know. However i suppose i have no other choice, but to continue to live in my regrets and start mugging now.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
10:19 PM
