Emotions are brimming, heaven is pouring. Will I make it through the rain?

Orientation hasn't been up to my expectation. Nonetheless, i am trying to keep a positive mindset and try to enjoy it as much as i could. Hopefully next week's sessions would really be as good as what the Ogls promised.

School has started and the new term welcomed me with a roughly 3 cm cut on my face. It isn't a deep cut but still i really hope the scar will go away soon. Otherwise i would have another nickname for myself, Willy Potter.

However what i fear most currently is not regarding the scar, rather my future. If only i could travel back to the past, I promise I would have told myself to study hard and to have a more positive attitude towards my academics. It was really foolish and naive of me to think that everything would be alright if i start working hard in Ip3. Now I have to enjoy my just desserts for being nonchalant towards studies in the past. To sit in the talks regarding scholarships and hearing the speaker giving a speech on the criterias, knowing that i don't even stand a chance with my past 2 years' gpas. There's a saying that say 'better late than never', something i use to console myself with. As to whether it is true, i do not know. However i suppose i have no other choice, but to continue to live in my regrets and start mugging now.

~yoz~bert~yoz~
10:19 PM

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