I realise nothing is more relaxing than lying down beside the pool at night, looking at the night sky and the shining stars. Suddenly all the information taught to us during astrology in term 1 starts to flood into my mind. Frankly I can't remember anything more than The Orion stars. At this point of time, i started reflecting on my life again, looking back at all the past incidents worthy enough for me to lament at. Somehow, the extent of regrets in life cannot be easily enumerated. I have accepted that as a fact.
Haha if you find the above hard to understand or too abstract, don't bother, because I don't have a clear idea of what i am trying to say anyw. However if you prefer to take it seriously, go ahead. Maybe I was possessed and that one paragraph was trying to tell something regarding the future of mankind, especially with all the HooHah caused by global warming now. Or should i say, by human, ourselves. The issue on global warming has me baffled up too. I really don't know which side to support now. Not supporting any side will project me as a nonchalent person. Yet the arguments for both sides can be controversial. Sigh perhaps i shouldn't worry so much, and start doing my pile of holiday homework instead X.X
~yoz~bert~yoz~
5:56 PM
To all out there who were disappointed with their Os, please cheer up and get back up again. Os is just a small setback and the real challenge lies ahead. I know that everyone has their own expectations, and how so terrible when one doesn't meet one's expectations when one work so very hard for it. Yet we must understand that such is the cruelty of life. Life is full of uncertainties and sometimes we just slipped at the most important moment. I probably won't understand how you all are feeling at this time now, but trust me, i have experienced my own setbacks in academics before. And I really think that once one get over it, one will start wondering why one actually wasted that much time fretting over it.
As for myself, I am glad I didn't let my parents, my teachers and friends and most importantly myself down. I can still remember those days when I put in so much effort, with no guarantee that everything will translate to what i want. However the moment when i see the one word on the piece of paper, that split second was really worth all the time and effort i have put in. No please don't misunderstand me, I'm not trying to rub salt into those who didn't meet their expectations. But i am really elated to get that grade.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:41 PM
Ahh the amount of homework is suffocating me alive! I think maybe it's not a good idea to join chess. However i'll probably go down this friday cos i promised mr cheng to.
Haiz i'm trying hard to change, to get rid of all the old habits and trying to change my attitude and mindset. Sometimes i don't know if i'm not trying hard enough or perhaps i'm trying too hard. Pls forgive me if i offend anyone in anyway and feel free to come and tell me about it. In fact I'll appreciate it (:
~yoz~bert~yoz~
4:41 AM
Yay i broke my PB for 2.4. I never thought this day would come, and surprisingly my new timing is 9:25, 21 seconds better than my previous PB. Well there were people doing better than me, sad thing to note, which means competition for road run! Haha i do admit that there are a lot of good J1s this year. Oh mann!
Don't feel like blogging. It's so tiring today. XD Gdnight!
~yoz~bert~yoz~
6:39 AM
Training on thursday was so tiring. Especially for my lower body. However i am really glad that i manage to endure till the last, that is afterall the challenge in sports. Sports train your mindset and in order to win, you must first have the right positive mindset. I won't say i have achieved that, but i'll definitely strive to do my best and apply that mindset in other areas such as academics.
School is fun(: I enjoy every single moment in school, even at those moments when i am so stressed or so beat. Those are the moments that make up the empty holes in life. Without those tedious moments, what is life and how will we be able to treasure the great moments in life?
The O lvls results will be coming out soon. Somehow i feel scared but on the other hand, what is there to be scared of? Like Hong Jie said, I will only be receiving a paper with one grade while they will be receiving a paper which represent a big turning point of their life. Good luck to all out there who will be receiving Os results next week, regardless whether you are j1s or Ips (: It's really sad to note that some of my newfound friends are going to leave nj.
~yoz~bert~yoz~
2:12 AM
