Emotions are brimming, heaven is pouring. Will I make it through the rain?

Now i realised how much i yearn to study. Yes I want to study and do my homework and all that but i can't. I really can't. I happened to read Joanne's blog on sunday. I've always been indifferent towards most things she say because she is so pessimistic and i don't exactly like to talk much to too negative people. However for once, i realise how foolish i was to think i can handle this much commitments in a bid to prove myself to the others. I thought i am Superman, but no i'm not. Track, softball, and Om. Just recently I had no choice but to withdraw from citibank youth-for-causes project. Trainings on almost everyday of the week, draining all my energy away. In order to stay alive, I have to sleep early and eat a lot. My attention span is really short and I always fall asleep during lectures. I just realise the seriousness of the quagmire i am in now. I miss spending the one hour trying to solve maths questions. Really, I realise how much fun it is when I finally solve them. I miss mugging for bio and getting the grades i want. I want teachers to have good impressions of me. I miss all the great times. Believe it or not, I really do, albeit i always procrastinate and complaine of schoolwork and homework. Sigh please be over soon may.

~yoz~bert~yoz~
4:03 AM

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